this is my first time to dlb o with francis haha quite fun man anyway i hav add my wiish list in my profile those wan to make my wish list come true are welcome ...hehe 

hell hav just broke lose for my itp

wah now is really bad for my itp. ming han hav chicken pox for now and will be out for 2 weeks and this 2 weeks we hav to work hard to make sure that the project gets done. wah now so boring gf go cousin place to play left me alone . after 1 week of hard work at itp i was hoping to enjoy my weekend with her . so sad all my plans all go down the drain liao. yesterday so sian till i nvr eat any thing for the whole day . only this moring i ate my break fast and lunch.wah i watch tv till sian liao . i need to do some work to keep me alive man. hope i can get to play soccer every weekend if my gf gets busy to pei me in the weekend. think must book her early. lol sad rite bf also need to book gf. haha life so sad for me. wah this few days so go home so late i not really like it . not wat to control her but it looks very bad to my parents haha. dont noe how muchcan i cover for her. ayo so sain now need to ask ppl out to play some pool but dont noe hu free le.
well i now noe ming han and zhi ying are sure out liao . hai now need to find my old buddy joe . see he free anot man . if not i as well go jump . haha so sad. the borness is going to kill me soon man. sad man like no life like tt . need to find some friends if gf is not around with me. if not like no activites with out her like tt. humm must go plan wat i can do le . need to find friends out liao . haha.

4th day of ITP

hell has broke lose and me. ming han and desmind are despo to get the plant to work asap. life in itp is not wat we hav thought of. this is a killer, we are like the banglah workers do hard labour for the itp. well i not sure we will pull through i think we will still make it. the 4 days of itp is really a new experience and somehow a enjoyable 1 too. having a easy going boss and able to joke around is some thing worth to be happy abt.
we work hard and sweat for the company. now with 2 new itp students for nee ang poly just join us and share our work. well this only the second day working with them how to now them better soon. 1 of them is wei jian and the other fiona.
i am very tired so i keep this part of blog short . this 2 days i hav been waiting for my gf msg . may be i miss her to much and a little fustrated . well is hard to meet with her when my job is a labour job.
today we we caught in the rain and ming han hav a back strain. this hav hit both me and desmond as we are short hand and we hav to finish building the plant in our 6 weeks of itp. is all up to the rest of the team le. the team is going to be sick tmr and low in morale but we will pull through.

letting go is gd thing or i am going to regret it

mixing feeling hav been spinning around me for today. leting my gf to K box is it a gd thing ? my i dont noe i nvr like it makes me worry like hell.
i hav been watching some new like get real. it show a gal who caught up with drugs and be come a prositute by force. well this didturb me very much when i let my gf go to K box . u nvr noe u can go a 1000 time with out problem but it just take 1 time to make yur life doom forever .
let me tell u all how the gal got into drugs. she when out with her friends and then soon she mix with her friend's friends . u nvr noe ppl. u only meet u once or twice a month. u dont noe their real background. once target by them u are doom for life. so she was spike and she need drugs to cool her off and her "friends" feed her with more drugs and got addicted reall bad and she has to become a prositute to feed her drug needs. so she was abuse and helpless. this kind thing is worse thing going happen and i dont wan it to happen on my gf.
being once a often clubber i noe such things and dont hate to get involed with such things. i get sick and tired of going out for a drink. i find it very bo liao now .unless is a very happy occasion with my friends then i will consider to go.
the other part of the story was a gal we was vedio cam when she was spike and rape. black mailed and scared she had to do wat the guys wan her to do. to beware that the guys are not old ppl. they are just around 18 to 20+ . so looks can be deciving and dont thing ppl who treat u nice are gd to u. they will hav plans behind for u.

in addtion on todays advice on going clubbing . it is as dirty as ever unless u only going out with yur best best friend but again beware. we also hav some news abt tammy haha. well apprently the 3rd and 4th vedio is try and is out there and spreading. so u may keep a look out. but if it send through emails . plus scan it well bec it is said to hav virus in it. that all for today . hope i will not regret letting her go to kBox bec i am so sick of worry for her going such places so late. no body like there gf to be with other guys and bf with other gals. hai think i getting the conceqes of having a gf. i wonder the other ppl manage it . haha

exams ends tmr

here a change of the blog skin. i wan t keep simple this time not like the last time which there is a devil in it. is more like me this way in the devil. haha but watever is great to be back bloggerin inspired by mr mayagi and mr brown. did not noe how fun is blogging haha and i hope to make a show just like them fun to do that. hope can introduce it to the new club call the radio or media some thing lar. haha checking on the news this few days the are the famous tammy film has been made into a 16min vcd in malaysia. waoh tht is fast anyway we heard there not just 1 act in her handphone( ithink2 more act bah). i dont encorage the distrbution of porn as u noe is ILLEGE in singapore but i will keep a look out for any information on the act 2 and3.

my exams ends tmr and i wan to get some ppl to play pool with me tmr .so far no 1 contact me. hope for a better tmr . exam end meet itp(industrial training program) next. sad life for poly students.ok need to get back to study study study. all the best to the ppl hu having exam.